July 5, 2008
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What do you guys consider a relationship? A real soul mate? Someone you can trust and let them do whatever they want? Someone that always cares for you and be there for you? Someone that can sweet talk all the time and do things behind your back? Someone that knows exactly what you are thinking w/o saying a word? Someone will do anything just to make you happy? What happens when you are lonely and no one can be there for you? What can you do then? Because of your someone is so far away and cant do anything about it………… What happens when you are stressed and you have no one to talk to b/c that someone is not here to comfort you and cheer you up? If that someone likes to go out and have fun instead of comforting you or staying with you, is that mean that person is not the right person for you? These are just some random thoughts I have in my mind. Not so sure what I’m thinking and probably I’m very stressed out….what to do???????????? Not the best 4th of July in my life………
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Find something that you always like to do to kill time and just stop working and doing things to cause stress for a good 30min. Even if you don’t get 30 minutes in, a good 5 minutes of just sitting there will feel like an eternity.
Heh, I’m the expert at being lonely~~~ I just try to find something to do or just go to sleep. All those confused thoughts… hahahaha it’s pretty much part of my daily life. It doesn’t really bother me anymore but I rather not experience it on a daily basis; however I really have no one to turn to so I just sit at my computer all day looking for things to do.
Actually it’s probably not the smartest thing to do at this point but I just go for drives. Go down streets that I’ve never been to and I’ll possibly find a new way home. It helps clear up my mind a lot. But there’s still too many things rattling around in my head that I don’t know what to do many times.