What do you guys consider a relationship?  A real soul mate?  Someone you can trust and let them do whatever they want?  Someone that always cares for you and be there for you?  Someone that can sweet talk all the time and do things behind your back?  Someone that knows exactly what you are thinking w/o saying a word?  Someone will do anything just to make you happy?  What happens when you are lonely and no one can be there for you?  What can you do then?  Because of your someone is so far away and cant do anything about it…………  What happens when you are stressed and you have no one to talk to b/c that someone is not here to comfort you and cheer you up?  If that someone likes to go out and have fun instead of comforting you or staying with you, is that mean that person is not the right person for you?  These are just some random thoughts I have in my mind.  Not so sure what I’m thinking and probably I’m very stressed out….what to do????????????  Not the best 4th of July in my life………

Excuse me….MR. A$$!!!!  You don’t own the elevator so get over yourself!!!!  We have free smoothie from the building btw 2-3.  Right after me and my coworker got our smoothie and were waiting for the elevator.  This Mr A$$ saw one of the open elevator, got in, press his floor, press close door, and stood back while we were on our way to get in.  I hurried and put my arm in to stop the door from closing.  We got in along with other people, Mr A$$ said out loud, “NICE” with an angry face.  I smiled at him and said “THANK YOU.”  He continued to stare at me and gave me the dirtiest look the whole time we were in the elevator.WTF was that for????  So unnecessary…I should have said, “do you own the freaking elevator??? There is a reason why you have to stop at other floors b/c you don’t own it! IF you are so high of yourself…get your own elevator that will go straight to the 14th floor!!!”   

Yes I’m still alive…been awhile since the last time I post.  Btw..I’m doing well in case anyone wants to know! =)

What a nice way to start my day today:

While I was listening to Kiss FM, they were saying if you are outside for more than 15mins, you can easily get frost bites!  My walk to work from union station is about 12 to 15mins so I decided to take a cab.  The cab is dirty and crappy, water all over the floor.  Yeah, it was just disgusting!!!  Anyway, I told the driver where to take me.  He was on the phone the whole time he was driving and he drove me all the way to the other side of Wacker Dr.  When he said I’m here, I told him no, this is not where my work place is, I’m going to…….repeated my work address.  He gave me like a “sigh” face!  So whatever, I ignored him.  When we got to my work place, this is our conversation:

Me: “How much?”

Cab Driver: “Just give me $5.”

Me: “Here is $10”

Cab Driver: “I don’t have change, don’t you have any singles?”

Me: “Uh no…aren’t you supposed to have change?”

Cab Driver: “No, you or me need to get change!”

Me: Sitting in the car didn’t do anything

Cab Driver: “Here is a cab behind us….how come you didn’t tell me when we passed this area (hint hint: he was going lower Wacker so I thought he knows where the hell he is going!) Is this the first time that you come here? Blah blah blah”

Me: “Uh noo…..I thought you know where you are going, I told you the address already and you were on the phone the whole time!”

Cab Driver got the change and gave me my change so I left and gave him a dirty look. 

After talking to my coworkers, I should have get his cab number and report him!  Next time!  Lesson learned for today!!! 

Btw…WHAT A COLD DAY!!!!!!!!  Actually FREEZING DAY!!!!!!!      

Continuous of my dream………..

He became a shooter and continue to kill people…..he would hide and shoot….I didn’t know what is going on.  I just see people dying.  I had to get my family outta of the place.  We were jumping and hiding from one place to the other.  When there were many people in a lobby place, he opened fire and killed many people.  I went behind him and hold him down.  I finally had to kill him myself using a big rock that I have no idea where it came from but I did it so no one else will get hurt.  I woke up crying because I was really really sad!!!!!! 

I hope this won’t happen!!!!!!!  I don’t know what’s up lately.  I dont think I’m stressed.  I think I have been reading too much news and it’s affecting my thinkings!!!!!! Oh nossss…………. 

It’s been awhile since the last time I dreamed a scary one.

I had a dream that my bf turned into a devil who kills people around us.  He acted he didnt do anything and for some reasons, I believed him the whole time.  I guess he ran out of people to kill so he went to kill random people.  I had to tie him down so he wont do anything bad.  I can’t kill him b/c he is my bf.  However, he starts manipulating me and telling me that he is good now and he won’t do anything bad.  I trusted him and released him.  He ran away and killed more people.  I keep running after him, trying to catch him.  When I finally did, he wanted to kill me.  That’s when I woke up! So scary!!!!!  

Interesting lunch today:

I went to lunch with my team for a team member’s bday celebration.  It is at a greek restaurant called Santorini on Adams and Halsted.  I ordered a lamb dish and it was delicious. However, I was so full and only ate 1/3 of it.  I plan to leave it for tomorrow’s lunch.  This bus boy came and took my lunch.  I asked to get it to go.  I think he was spaced out so when I turned around, I saw him put my dish in the dish bin.  I’m like….uh…I hope he didnt just throw my dish away.  And guess what he did!!!! My boss asked for it and the server went and questioned the bus boy.  The bus boy went and took the dish out from the dirty dish bin and packed it to go.  Uh….that was just nasty!!  I wanted to say something but my boss said not to bother with it b/c it looks like the boss boy will get in trouble!!!  So yeah, I end up throwing my food away…2/3 of them uneaten!!!!!  Sigh..what a waste of food!!!!!! 

Many things happened lately:

1. My honey officially moved to San Jose, California to work.  We will try our best to make this long distance relationship work so please wish us luck!!!!!
2. My guinea pig, Sarena, died this past Friday.  REST IN PEACE!!!!  She has been with us for over 4 1/2 years.
3. GMAT test day is coming soon!!!! Stressful~  I need all the luck I need!!!!!
4. Family stress

I think that’s about it.  Also, thanks to those who came to my bday party.  Here are some pictures:

Thanks to Dad for cooking us very delicious foods!!!!

Ain’t I the luckiest girl in the world?!?!?!  =P

My bday cake~

I want some now!!!!!!

How nice of them right?

Very yummy~!!!!

Vincent and Me~

Jesse, Kam, Bill, Jennifer, Bro, Howard, Eric, Charlie and Jane~

Stupid Miko~  What’s the face for?!?!?

We love to beat up Eric!~  This is black belt lesson from Lau’s family~

Me and my bro~

What a nice bear hug!!! I definately miss it!

Tina, me and Lily~  Hotties in da house!!! =)

Thanks to 38 TT for taking pics!!!!!

Here are my biatches back in the days~ =)  miss you girls!!!

I guess this is the Chen’s family~

Aren’t we like a happy family~ 

Tried our best to act cute!!!!

Of course we have to save the most natural picture at last~!!! 

 Link to the album: http://www.flickr.com/gp/9814446@N02/C03408

Vegas Trip Pictures:

It was a 4 days 3 nights trip with AYC.  It was alot of fun.  I enjoyed every moment of it!  We saw Ka by Cirque de Selei and Aaron Wok’s concert for free!!!!!  Just the concert is free.  We had alot of fun seeing friends who we haven’t seen for awhile. 

COME BACK…….I MISS EW!

Hey guys!

Sorry about me being stressed and said alot of bad stuffs!!! I’m getting better now so thank you for caring.  I will learn how to deal with the stress I’m having right now.  Thanks to you for being understanding, caring, and be there for me.  I totally appreciate what you have done!

I know I mentioned that I will upload the pic with JT’s dancer so here it is: