May 1, 2007
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Sometimes I wish I can just dont give a shit about anything and move on with my life. I wish I wasn't born in Asian society that you need to behave well, you must have a good manner, respect elders, help out the family, etc. Life isn't easy when you came as the first generation to US and learn to become an Asian-American. Some of the family/parents will still stay in the same old mind set and expect you to be like them. Asians should learn how to appreciate instead of always telling you what to do or how to do it!!!! I wish I dont care about anything then maybe my life would be so much easier. I haven't complain much b/c I have been holding it to myself. HOWEVER, we humans do have a limit and once that limit is over then you kinda just don't care and be whatever.
So when I start studying for my GMAT, I'm just gonna focus only on myself and no one else. I am not someone's mom that can take of everyone's life. I'm not married and I dont have a kid so I shouldn't be acting like a mom or being someone's mom ALL THE TIME! I need to enjoy my life and move on with my life. I need to stop thinking for others because it's only making me worse!!! I have been trying to be happy and stay happy but sometimes you just can't do it anymore. It only gets harder and harder. I don't want to be someone's gf that takes care of her bf all the time when someone can't even take care of himself/herself. I'm sick of being a care giver! I'm sick of being nice! I'm not aiming at anyone, just want let out what I'm really thinking in my mind.
Comments (13)
I feel for ya~~~
we're all human...and don't worry....it's ok to feel like this....let it out girl!!!
miss you!
looks like you need a D-R-I-N-K!
woah
Whats going on?
whoa.
whatever is going on i hope everything is okay for you.~~
E-mail tag!
hm...first of all...i belive u need a drink
more importantly, i think u need to get drunk 
and u sound like my sis....lol ( i hope she' too busy working and not looking here)
and GOOD LUCK
i think a drink is a great idea.
time to take a break kelly!! you deserve a break=) don't forget we're hanging out after i'm done with school... we'll hang out and i'll do my best to distract you from your busy life! hang in there=)
aww....u sounded so stressed !!! r u ok??
cheeer up...I'll be wherever for u~
omg i am busy but i still read my bro's comment! you suck bro
no love for you!
I agree, life takes us on many different roles. We are someone's daughter/son, sis/bro, bf/gf, bff, mother/father etc.... each role takes us on a different path. We are not super heroes with great powers. nothing comes easy. life's miracle works when we discover the secret of living: it's sweet, sour, bitter, and sometimes spicy.
i can relate to you. my personality cares too much..about everything...and everyone. if i had the "i don't give a shit" attitude, YES I think i can live much happier! but i know that would only be TEMPORARY. it is in my nature to take action and get things done. maybe try accepting the fact that people aren't perfect and things aren't perfect...you may feel a bit better? let me know.
in the mean time i can do the "sea weed" dance to cheer you up
happy mother's day. your pic from tina's bday ktv was classic! my hero!
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